Ooooh boy, this has been a long time coming.
Love You Always was my introduction to Ajay Howarth. Really, it was my point of no return for her books. Bailee and Ben ended up becoming those characters that feel like best friends. They celebrate, so do you. They hurt, so do you and my god does it hurt.
I have been waiting to write this review for so long. Now that the time has come though, the series is wrapped up, Ben and Bailee have shared enough of their lives with us… I honestly don’t know what to say to detail my experience. Maybe I will, just not yet.
The problem, at its core, is that it doesn’t matter that at 11:45pm I read those final words. Because like a starved book troll desperately clinging this series to my chest… The only word my brain, and perhaps heart, can muster is more. So often I find myself reluctant to turn those final pages on a book I enjoy. This is different though. This is grieving. This is no more chaotic Halloweens with sticky fingers, no more wedding planning, no more faces that speak louder than words ever could. No more watching a woman build the life she deserved from the very beginning.
This series is messy, its brutal, its cosy, its hot, its raw, its real in all the best ways. This is something that Ajay does exceptionally well. She writes stories into existence that make you feel like you’re sitting cross legged with your friend on the carpet, wine in hand, bag of chips between you, as she tells you everything that’s been going on in her life.
I hate so much that this is the end but I’m grateful it had a start to begging with. Bailee and Ben will forever be the couple who, when I inevitably pick their story up and do another read, will feel like coming home.
Five stars!!